Me.. Him.. And an inner voice

And I lie staring at the fan.. Thinking thinking thinking..

One hour.. Two hours.. Three hours..

Me: I wonder how he does that

Inner voice: Does what?

Me: Keep my thoughts occupied

Inner voice: That's because you love him

Me: But he's never been good to me

Inner voice: And you know he loves you too

Me: What about give-and-take? I give sooo much, get nothing in return??

Inner voice: He gives you more than anyone does, and you know that too

Me: Yeah.. I guess..

Inner voice: And moreover, you wont get anywhere in life without him. Nowhere.

Me: Yeah.. I guess that too.. But he haunts me all the time! Even when I'm sleeping! Even in my nightmares!!

Inner voice: That happens when you are obsessed with something

Me: Am I obsessed with him??

Inner voice: He is, after all, what you think about most of the time

Me: I really love him. But we aren't made for each other.

Inner voice: That's what you think...

Me: That's what everyone thinks.

Inner voice: You know that ain't true

Me: Hmm

Inner voice: C'mon!! He's your favorite!

Me: He is, isn't he?

Inner voice: After Bio..

Me: Oh yaa

Inner voice: Know what I think?

Me: Mmhmm?

Inner voice: I think you should stop obsessing about Physics now. And get to work doing something about it

Me: I love it so much ^_^

And I keep staring at the fan, obsessing about how awesome a subject Physics is.. How super-smart Newton must have been.. Why I can't get more of it..

Till it's 2am in the night.. And I realise I should start studying now!

Ladies and not-so-gentle-men, when you love something but can't do anything, stop obsessing about it and get up on your ass to fight for it. :P

Seriously. It's just Physics, not rocket science ;) :P